Why do you hate me?

Do you hate me,
Because I was yours,
Or do you hate me,
Because I'm slipping away,
Do you hate me,
Because I get jealous,
Or do you hate me,
Because I care too much,
Do you hate me,
Because I'm physically, and mentally sick,
Or do you hate me,
Because there is no cure,
Do you hate me,
Because of the fights,
Or do you hate me because I can't forgive,
Do you hate me,
Because I don't trust,
Or do you have me,
Because I never did,
Do you hate me,
Because I'm young,
Or do you hate me,
Because I'll never grow up,
Do you hate me,
Because I said "forever"
Or do you hate me,
Because I ment "to the end",
Do you hate me,
Because you can't trust me,
Or do you hate me,
Because you know you should,
Do you hate me,
Because I was yours,
Or do you hate me,
Because I'm slipping away?

Don't say I'm Crazy

Don't tell me I'm crazy,
Because I dont know what I want,
Because I'm in love with his smile,
And hate everything else,
Don't tell me I'm crazy,
Because I want him around,
Because I'm in love with his humor,
And hate everything else,
Don't tell me I'm crazy,
Because I don't want him near,
Because I'm in love with his style,
And hate everything else,
Dont tell me I'm crazy,
Because I want him all to myself,
Because I'm in love with his words,
And hate everything else,
Don't tell me I'm crazy,
Because I need him in my life,
Because I'm in love with his kindness,
And hate everything else,
Don't tell me I'm crazy,
Because I can't decide,
Because I'm in love with his everything,
And hate everything else.

No Name

The laughter,
The lost,
The hopeless,
The needing,
The depressed,
The happy,
The useless,
The bleeding,
The bully,
The dumb,
The young,
The wild,
The hated,
The numb,
The homeless,
The child,
The waiting,
The wanting,
The pain,
The hurting,
The medicated,
The hiding,
The dying,
And the trying.

I remember

I remember the wind blowing, and,
I remember the birds chirping, and,
I remember your soft touch, and,
I remember it slowly pulling away, and,
I remember every kiss, and,
I remember every laugh, and,
I remember all the tears, and,
I remember the cold in the air, and,
I remember the storm starting, and,
I remember you walking away, and,
I remember finding the knife, and,
I remember walking past it, and,
I remember running back for it, and,
I remember staring at it, and,
I remember texting you goodbye, and
I remember picking up the blade, and,
I remember holding it, and,
I remember you saving me, and,
I remember you holding me when I cried, and
I remember the walk home, and
I remember saying goodbye, but,
What I don't remember is you saying "forever"

I'm there (Narrative Poem)

That point in your life,
Where you dont care,
About what they have to say,
Or what they think,
That point in your life,
Where youre numb,
Where you would rather hurt,
Then not feel anything,
But you don't want to be happy,
That point in your life,
Where you want everything gone,
Because you don't know what you want,
Because you're sick of the stories,
And simply don't care anymore,
That poin in your life,
When you're confused,
About love,
Because someone treats you better,
Because someone cares more,
That point in your life,
Where you dont care,
And you don't care if they care,
Where you want to be alone,
Because you realize, that's how it's gonna be soon,
That point in your life,
When you realize,
You're at that point.

Their here to tell me about their pasts,
Their here to tell me nothing lasts,
They tell me about their dreams,
And all their secret dynasties,

They tell me they live here,
They tell me not to come near,
They tell me they will hurt me,
They tell me of the boy called he,

The boy had no name,
With him they played a game,
What they did to the boy they never say,
They have kept me guessing to this day,

Some are nice,
If you roll the dice,
Some are scary,
And by that I mean very.

For all the times.

This is for the time you used me,
This is for the time you abused me,
This is for the time you hurt me,
This is for the time you droped me,
This is for the time you lied to me,
This is for the time you neglected me,
This is for the time you loved me,
This is for the time you hated me.

The time you called me a bitch
The time you sent me to hell,
The time you laughed at me,
The time you presseured me,
The time you cheated me,
The time you stole my heart from me,
The time you brought me back to life,
The time you left me.

When you killed me,
When you told me you loved me,
When you walked away,
When you described who I was,
When you took me back,
When you were me,
When you forgot me,
When you brought me tears of joy.

Thank you.