I remember

I remember the wind blowing, and,
I remember the birds chirping, and,
I remember your soft touch, and,
I remember it slowly pulling away, and,
I remember every kiss, and,
I remember every laugh, and,
I remember all the tears, and,
I remember the cold in the air, and,
I remember the storm starting, and,
I remember you walking away, and,
I remember finding the knife, and,
I remember walking past it, and,
I remember running back for it, and,
I remember staring at it, and,
I remember texting you goodbye, and
I remember picking up the blade, and,
I remember holding it, and,
I remember you saving me, and,
I remember you holding me when I cried, and
I remember the walk home, and
I remember saying goodbye, but,
What I don't remember is you saying "forever"