Where do I go?

You're dead, you left me to be with him.
All alone, everything is now so dim.
You lied.
You lied to me but you would never lie to him.
You're dead, you left me to be with him.
Why was he so great?
You act like it was fate,
Like he was you're everything, your only mate.
But you hated everything about him, that he lied and was always late.
You're dead, you left me to be with him.
And do you want me to leave everyone else to be with you?
Because I don't know what to do.